Okay guys, heres the deal

    I have been being harassed lately by some girl who won't leave me alone. This all started about two years ago when I met this guy and started talking to him, we really got a long and had a lot of the same interests. But after a while things ended badly, I was going through a really rough patch in my life and I did things that I'm not proud of. I was really mean to him and threatened to commit suicide. Keep in mind that this was a year ago that things ended badly and she refuses to drop it. No matter how many times I block her she continues to make new accounts to get in contact with me so I'm giving up and making a journal to somehow try to fix this.

    I really regret the things I have said and done and I have made peace with it in my own way, but his current girlfriend won't leave me alone about it. She's saying that I need to publicly apologize to him or she will slander my name. So here it is, I'm sorry for the mistakes I've made in my past and I hope that he can one day forgive me. But I am to the point that I am so crestfallen and depressed about all of this that I'm about to delete everything and leave the internet. I have so much wrong going on in my life that I literally cannot handle the harassment and bullying that she is putting me through. I have a fucking hernia, I am not supposed to be under any stress or it will get worse! But she doesn't care and I don't know why this is so damn important to her.

    So basically in short, if I disappear off of here or Youtube you will all know why. I just cannot take this anymore, I have apologized but it is obviously not enough. I really wish the two of them the best even though she wants me to suffer. I am literally at my breaking point and I can't deal with this anymore.